I was treated at Revitalize a year+half ago, to heal from PTSD/ depression. The positive effects are still palpable! Lows WAY less frequent, not as heavy, barely last all day. It used to be debilitating sadness for a week+. Now, idk the last time I had a flashback or “triggered” about traumatic memories. If I am reminded of a horrible memory, it doesn’t sting; just a neutral memory without the “poison” attached to it. Nightmares rare. I don’t zone out & dissociate, in crowds. More present, not as anxious. Not numb & apathetic, not nearly as irritable. This is all very HUGE! But I will caution you to not expect ketamine to be the only reason you heal. I’ve ALSO gone to therapy to deal with the more philosophical side, like “Why did all that trauma happen? How do I become a stronger person & have healthy relationships; my purpose in life?” Etc. Ketamine alone won’t be a magic wand to fix everything, but it can be extremely helpful, *if you are doing everything else with it to have a good life*. I had been going to church/ support groups/ counseling on & off for years before K, but still had PTSD symptoms. So this method of chemical help *in combination* was well worth what I paid for it. The owner is almost always there; expert of this field, many years experience in mental health, will answer all your questions & respect your feelings. The nurses were very kind & gentle, frequently come check on you. It’s a slow-drip IV ~90 mins. It’s a lot like lucid dreaming! Your ego “main character personality” dissolves. There isn’t much logic, where your mind goes, but somehow makes sense when you’re awake & reflecting. Zero control over your thoughts. Most ppl I’ve told will say, “Oh, I’d hate that!” I would’ve thought so too, but actually it was a wonderful journey! Like being a passenger on a train instead of driving it. Suppressed memories would come up, but instead of cringing, my mind just intuitively knew what to do with it, in a way I never thought of before. I’d naturally “conclude” what no one could have told me to see it this way instead. Difficult thoughts & feelings rearranged, like puzzle pieces. Visually, it was like Mine-Craft heaven lol. All organs are designed to heal themselves, but the brain is the only self-aware one. So you’re passively observing your mind heal itself! If you’re worried about a “bad trip” don’t be! Trust your brain to be your friend; it doesn’t want to keep generating all the suffering you deal with daily. You CAN get better! AND: please don’t attempt this alone. Have someone around who you can be real with, who loves you, who you can vent to (or cry in their presence) without being judged. Because you’re going to have a “purging” & withdrawal period that isn’t pretty. But it doesn’t last!! it’s like a wringing out a dirty sponge. All those stuck feelings, the tears you swallowed over the years will find their way up & OUT. It might be turbulent or overwhelming, but not unbearable. You may be ultra sensitive (like if you’re used to drinking 5 cups of coffee per day, suddenly if you have ONE, you get jittery). **This is all temporary!** Gradually, I evened out & I’m feelin like myself again. it’s going to take PATIENCE & WORK, but ketamine can be a major help, *IF you’re willing to do whatever else is necessary for your growth*. Be 100% honest & thorough in their questionnaire about your medical/personal history. They also have plenty of resources for extra ongoing care. Much recommend!
